April192012
She was, in fact, beginning very much to wonder that she had ever thought him pleasing at all; and his sight was so inseparably connected with some very disagreeable feelings, that, except in a moral light, as a penance, a lesson, a source of profitable humiliation to her own mind, she would have been thankful to be assured of never seeing him again. She wished him very well, but he gave her pain; and his welfare twenty miles off would administer most satisfaction.
jane austen, you always say it best(Source: functioning-mad-and-sadly)